As much as I dont want to be a super mommy, I think Im being one. Bukan purposely, but when I sit and think about it, I was like, apa benda aku buat ni.
keje mcm nak rak, pastu stress keje xsiap, rumah tunggang terbalik, nasya nak attention, who I want to impress more? aku pun tahap tak tau.
This week, aku keje 12 hours for straight 3 days. Esok, Im taking a 3-4 hours break before continue keje at nite sbb calls with London ppl. dorg ptg time kita ni malam. Yg aku tensinye, aku semalam keje sampai 11.30 mlm sekali, aku nak ping PM kat NL, eh dia pun dah tidooooo, aku niiiiii. So, dont impress ppl.
So, berkira2 sebab takleh claim, aku dah entitled a day leave ni, with pay. Only that, aku masih takut nak amik cuti. Sebab keje ni melarat sbb aku cuti raya aritu...soooo...
Yg menambah dilemma ni sebab kitorg submit defect form kat developer, sbb ada crack. Crack sebab jiran2 ni reno mcm nak rak, depan sblh blkg, pastu crack major dlm bilik jahit ni. So alang2 diorg fix for free, kitorg suh la cover mana2 crack ciput2 tu. So lepas late nite calls ni semua, keje punggah memunggah, vacuum mop rumah, and another round of tapis brang2 yg tak diperlukan utk buang. So last nite, aku tido kul 2, sbb mop rumah. Ajaib la sangat.
Dilemma lagi, Nasya showed me a pinch from her fren dah jadik lebam nak berkudis tu, yg hitam. Tapi kecik. Alahai kesiannye anak aku. Tapi bila tanya sapa buat, dia mentioned the name. That kid, 4yo, budak tu buat sbb both of them rebut toys. Nasya tak nak kalah, tapi kalah. But teacher tau and penat aku lecture nasya on how to protect yourself from being hurt and sad. Ayah dia pun sama menambah lecture beberapa jam lepas tu dalam sesi berbeza, sbb mak ajar pendekatan lain, ayah ajar pendekatan lain. Will highlight je la dgn the teacher sbb they are all aware, cuma see, kalau kita cubit anak, dia akan buat kat org lain. I never cubit nasya. The most I do babap bontot and nag sepanjang 1hour ahahaha.
So, again, who to impress? no body and dont be supermommy or superwomen. People dont care :D
keje mcm nak rak, pastu stress keje xsiap, rumah tunggang terbalik, nasya nak attention, who I want to impress more? aku pun tahap tak tau.
This week, aku keje 12 hours for straight 3 days. Esok, Im taking a 3-4 hours break before continue keje at nite sbb calls with London ppl. dorg ptg time kita ni malam. Yg aku tensinye, aku semalam keje sampai 11.30 mlm sekali, aku nak ping PM kat NL, eh dia pun dah tidooooo, aku niiiiii. So, dont impress ppl.
So, berkira2 sebab takleh claim, aku dah entitled a day leave ni, with pay. Only that, aku masih takut nak amik cuti. Sebab keje ni melarat sbb aku cuti raya aritu...soooo...
Yg menambah dilemma ni sebab kitorg submit defect form kat developer, sbb ada crack. Crack sebab jiran2 ni reno mcm nak rak, depan sblh blkg, pastu crack major dlm bilik jahit ni. So alang2 diorg fix for free, kitorg suh la cover mana2 crack ciput2 tu. So lepas late nite calls ni semua, keje punggah memunggah, vacuum mop rumah, and another round of tapis brang2 yg tak diperlukan utk buang. So last nite, aku tido kul 2, sbb mop rumah. Ajaib la sangat.
Dilemma lagi, Nasya showed me a pinch from her fren dah jadik lebam nak berkudis tu, yg hitam. Tapi kecik. Alahai kesiannye anak aku. Tapi bila tanya sapa buat, dia mentioned the name. That kid, 4yo, budak tu buat sbb both of them rebut toys. Nasya tak nak kalah, tapi kalah. But teacher tau and penat aku lecture nasya on how to protect yourself from being hurt and sad. Ayah dia pun sama menambah lecture beberapa jam lepas tu dalam sesi berbeza, sbb mak ajar pendekatan lain, ayah ajar pendekatan lain. Will highlight je la dgn the teacher sbb they are all aware, cuma see, kalau kita cubit anak, dia akan buat kat org lain. I never cubit nasya. The most I do babap bontot and nag sepanjang 1hour ahahaha.
So, again, who to impress? no body and dont be supermommy or superwomen. People dont care :D
No comments:
Post a Comment